Two years!! It has been two years since I last blogged. Wow.
I just re-read my last entry - wow. Yes, I was wooed away from my former employer to my past employer and 2 years later I find myself yet again out of that relationship.
It was amazing while it lasted - like a whirl-wind romance full of hope, promise and free university eduction courses, pension and benefits up the wazoo. It was great. It is over.
I am still coming to terms with the fact that it is over, but this time it was me who ended the relationship. I walked away.
Brave, stupid or both? Who knows, but the beast churns ahead and I had to jump off that train.
I am just finding my footing and learning to appreciate slowing down and having a tea in the middle of the day and nothing to do but walk the dog.
I have taken out my canvasses, oils, acrylics and have started a painting. I have also started painting the walls of the townhouse bright colours - tired of the dull greys and modern browns that are so ho-hum. I am longing for the shocking orange of koi - bright pinks, unappologetic . I am slowly welcoming colour back into my life. It is awesome!
I am also writing again. and i am quite pleased with how much I have done and am learning not to pressure myself so much. I am also hoping that this can continue for a while longer before I have to call up my head hunter and put back on a suit.
This is going to be good while it lasts.
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